Lately there has been a lot going on because of the changes of 2PM's official page, with the beating heart with 2PM on it and especially because of the countdown timer on it. The countdown stops at 1:59 and the heart stops beating. Then a preview of 2PM's new song is played. The snippet went like this:
You'll get tired while waiting,
Do you know how I feel?
You'll get tired waiting,
Do you still remember me?
Credits to G-Race @ 2ONEDAY for the translationConfession: This is
terrifying me.
Here's how I looked at that home page. The heart symbolizes 2PM. The beating heart symbolizing the once thriving and 'living' 2PM. The countdown timer stops at 1:59pm and the heart stops beating.
It's like they're telling us "2PM will never be 2PM ever again and you guys will surely be tired of waiting"
They're not dead.
They're not dead.
They're not dead you know?
I really wish they would stop making it as if they're dead to us. They're not. Jay isn't dead, Taecyeon isn't dead, Chansung isn't dead, Wooyoung isn't dead, Junho isn't dead, Junsu isn't dead, Nichkhun isn't dead. (God forbid anything happens to them you know)
The song preview scared me even more because of it's lyrics. Kind of reminds me of Jay speaking through a song in a way.
Yes, we're tried of waiting (who wouldn't be look at how all the boys and HOTTEST efforts were treated)
But,
(speaking for myself)When I said that "Jay I've got your back."
I meant "Jay I've got your back."
And that's going to stay that way. Whether he's in 2PM or not, he will still be a person worth my love and support.
This whole thing is so mentally antagonizing since we don't know at all what he thinks about it, what do all the other boys think about it and such.
Makes me feel incredibly more useless knowing that I can't even do much because of the fact that I'm on the other side of the globe and because of the fact that my words probably don't matter to them nor will they ever be known by them. I can't do much in my position because I don't have any authority and will that change? Who knows but probably not.
It hurts you know. No one is a toy and no one deserves to be treated as such.